The fear factor

I'm on way to a place quite up north , about a thousand kilometres off, but anyway it has managed t o start giving me the creeps. The fact being that it not even due untill a fortnight.

The creeps are a mix of hope and apprehension. Its going to be a big city , with lots of things to see and know and after all the institute being one of the best in the country does fill in a lot of hope.

But certainly i'm not exactly fearless - not after u see the hindi screen this time around ;). It not that , its the inertia to change thats affecting me - one of being far from home for the first time for such a long time. It may be rather a decrese in the level of hope that i wish cud fill up to clear things up.